Time to let go..

I regret not the things you never said,
Nor the times we spent laughing together,
I regret the uneasiness i feel now, and,
the empty words that clutter my mind!

I regret not falling in love with you,
Nor our conversations over coffee,
I wish you hadn't made me feel,
the connection that never existed...

I am mad now and sick and tired,
Tired of all the delusions i lived in,
I want to let go, to be unhindered,
In every thought and each feeling

I want to say goodbye now,
To move on, to be strong now,
Break free from this emotional mess,
I don't need your love anymore,
I detach from a surreal life now!

When you REALLY want something...

Desire is another word for wanting to do something. And in real life,desire is not something that can be given by anyone else. If there is something you want to do, it is probably not because somebody is holding a gun to your head. You just want to do it. Your desire comes from the inside.

If you decide you want to improve, if you want a meaningful relationship or more fulfilling work, if you want a rich spiritual life or a healthier body, then the desire must come from your own heart. Nobody can make you want those things. They can support you and even inspire you, but only you can make it happen.

There may be a hundred reasons we think we can't be the people we want to be. But there is really only one. We don't want it badly enough.

Love like its meant to be

All things bright and beautiful

All creatures wild and free

Every moment felicitous or awful

Love it as if it was meant to be!

Carry with you your infectious smile

With happy thoughts fill your mind

No matter how long n lonely the mile

Walking along love you will find!

Love each day with all your heart

Like you have never done it before

When you think you've loved all you can

Love your life a little bit more! :)

WHAT I'VE LEARNED Here is one brief summary of a life's learnings: Age 5: I learned that things are easier when someone is holding your hand. Age 10: I learned to never blow in a cat's ear. Age 15: I learned that although it's hard to admit it, I'm secretly glad my parents are strict with me. Age 20: I learned that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up. Age 25: I learned that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it. Age 30: I learned that there are people who love you dearly but justdon't know how to show it. Age 35: I learned that if I want to do something positive for my children, I should work to improve my marriage. Age 40: I learned that the greater people's sense of guilt, the greater their need to blame others. Age 45: I learned that I can never allow the disappointments of life to steal my enthusiasm. Age 50: I learned that I can tell a lot about a person by the waythey handle these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. Age 55: I learned that keeping a vegetable garden is worth a medicine cabinet full of pills. Age 60: I learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. Age 65: I learned that I shouldn't go through life with a catcher'smitt on both hands. I need to be able to throw something back. Age 70: I learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you miss them terribly after they die. Age 75: I learned that children and grandparents are natural allies. Age 80: I learned that even suffering has its gifts. Age 85: I learned that whenever I decide something with kindness, I usually make the right decision. Age 90: I learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. Isn't it true? If we're not learning, we're not improving. If we'renot improving, we're not growing. And if we're not growing, we're notliving. Some people worry about dying. I am more concerned with living - as well and as fully as possible. Learn - improve - grow - live. Learn as if you might live forever and you'll live as if you might die tomorrow.

Its amazing how sometimes others can control our thoughts and worse still our moods. Its often also true that it is these poeople that we love so dearly. I was wondering if the best solution would be to be emotionally detatched from people, but then thats what makes us human right!

What really worked for me was to control my reactions, not outside but inside me. When someone hurts me i simply myself deal with it and learn from it. Most readers will think its easier said than done right? Lets take for example someone you love and who is miserable at keeping in touch. He/she hardly ever writes to you. But when you do talk to them you get these love vibes tht momentarily take away from your mind your anger towards their calousness. This same thought can bring a smile on your face.

Whenever you feel hurt by someone you love, its ok to cry about it but focus your energy on calming your mind. Ask yourself if your smile is so cheap that anyone can take it away from you in an instant. Dont let anyone wipe tht smile from your face..its too precious to be undr sumone else's control!

Wish you were here...

As the day turns into night
the minute into the hour to be,
i wish my love for just a sight
wish u were here with me!

The tender kisses and warm hugs
Snuggling close at every chance
The whispering and cute shrugs
I miss all those stolen glances!

I close my eys and see you
The lips i love almost haunt me
n wen they sync i love you
I know iam where i want to be!

This is to tell you my baby
although you arent here with me
You fill me wth so much glee
Your love sets me free!